I've been having panic attacks since last week with their peak last night and today, freaking out my good friends in the process. I can't eat and just want to sleep. Bawwww!

I'd do the sex meme but I can't even think of more than 3 or 4 people I'd bang. Curses!

In other news:

Brilliant. Jesus I love MADs.

I was dog sitting. It was nice.
How's everyone? [Sorry for the wank, Kieda!]

Well, I managed to get some money on my online voucher card so I went and did the dirty; I downloaded itunes and bought some Metaverse tunes. I actually managed to grab 21 of 'em [one or two being Sequence Virus releases] before I ran out o' change.

I must say, I'm impressed! My favourite songs right now are Nothung Syndrome, Kiss for Salome, Chimera Draft, Fractal Vibe, The Transmuters, prime difusion, St. Electric and Rip. I'd say Rip is the one I'm finding stuck in my head during the day- I caught myself humming it, actually. His rendition of Ave Maria is quite beautiful, as well. In otherwords, I've fallen for DA's music again. I honestly think he's really maturing- that or I'm just really liking the direction he's going in right now.

In conclusion: Metaverse is Quantum Mechanics Rainbow done right. Holy crap I love these songs.


In other news concerning my ears, I think I've fallen in lust with Dan Green...'s voice.  Magical Pinatas, everyone.

I almost never comment on journals these days and when I do, it's so half assed that it barely counts as a comment. I want to help people [Kieda] out more and have a laugh with you all [Soul, Katy] but I just never seem to have the energy to say what I want to these days. I'm sorry if I've become boring.

Arghh why am I so wrecked all the time? This fatigue is really troublesome.

( Honesty quiz and a music meme for your pleasure )I tag whoever wants to do it.

Well, I'm on my summer break after an excrutiatingly stressful 2 weeks that have left me drained, immuno-surpressed and frankly mentally unstable. I had dreams that I was correcting fanfiction, for example.

Correcting fanfiction.

But yeah, my only hope now is that all goes well with my assessments and that I don't fail anything because that'd be pathetic. Much to my chagrin [power word], I seem to have horribly tense muscles lately. Also, I have a weird cut on my leg that's not healing as quickly as I'd like it to. Shaving wounds are always the most soul crushingly stingy, especially when they're around the ankle.
Basically I'm a mess.

I'm trying not to be so anxious, but I'm a real worrywart. I was supposed to go see the craziologist on the day of my assessments which I naturally forgot about. I should really try and organise another appointment soon.
Sorry I haven't been around guys.
Star Trek better be good.

I've been such a girl lately.

Sorry if I've seemed a little creepier/ more raging PMS-whorish than usual lads! I think the stress of my final assessments is getting to me. I hope I haven't been too intolerable! [Especially to you Kieda; you always seem to catch me when I'm being a freak.]

HEART GOLD AND SOUL SILVER

I'M SO EXCITED AND DELIGHTED GHVFHJVDDXXGH

* I started back in college this week; I have so much work to do it isn't even funny! I have to make up work in all my subjects; you'd swear that I haven't been in and busting my ARSE all semester like I have.

* Editing essays is fucking LAME.

* I sorta kinda ordered a DVD of the AXS Summer Style tour and Looking all the Reflexions. I wanted to get Crossbridge and Delicate Planet Arena Style but they were [of course] unavailable. Summer Style looks awesome and nerdy!

* Markers are difficult to buy online.

* The first 4 or so notes of 'Only the Love Survive' and 'Another Day in Paradise' sound so similar it's frightening. The idea of DA being a Phil Collins fan makes me lol.
[God damnit Daisuke please stop being such a hack.]

* My cat is being an ass.

* Genitals are disgusting. My neck hurts.

I'll edit this later; I need to go and pretend to dance.